Wild Flower

Oh my..... who would have thought there would come a time I would abandon this place? So many years it has been my faithful dump and now.... I almost feel sorry!!!!!

It is September 2009 and I am still living with Kerry in the UK :-) We are doing well in building our own lives and we are getting married soon. We are looking into buying a new house and still have our two little babies, Livy and Missy.
We go to work, we come home.... Life is just life I suppose. And life is quite the rollercoaster though I am not quite sure why I am thinking that right at this moment.

I have my ups and downs with my moods and stuff and I think I am more a nightmare to myself than to anyone else. I have been "clean" from SI for over a year though it hasn't been easy and somehow I cannot feel that sense of pride I know I deserve. Dont ask me why I cant be proud of myself for achieving something I never even thought possible?

Oh well.... I suppose this was just me letting whoever still follows this space know I am still alive and doing well :-)

xxxx

Beyond now lies forever
And in forever we shall live



The lonely wandering
In this world reached its end
The union of two souls
Eternal bonding
From here on together
On all life's roads.



Captured in silence
Lost beyond imagening
Wandered a soul
Once united with another
Both can now live as one



As an endless burning candle
You led me through the darkness
As an endless burning candle
You lightened up my heart